In the land of the KarmaQueen…

…things are never what they seem…

Just Checking in…

Haven’t forgot about posting…just real busy this week. We are in the process of buying a business, and I have been really working on it.
I will get the posting done in the morning.

Peace out!

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July 15, 2006 Posted by | Just Posts | 1 Comment

again…

Sorry, this is one of those emotional, gut-wrenching “outbursts” that I hate to post.
I am sitting here, watching what is left of my relationship (if you could ever call it that) just fall apart…I really hate what happens to me emotionally at the hands of those who claim to love me. I am so upset…and confused…is it really so difficult to consider me and my feelings or what I think before going out and doing something that you know is going to hurt me? Isn’t that what you are suppose to do? Isn’t that what I do with others?

I don’t know why this is happening…this is some twisted expression of love? No, it’s not. The trust issue we have had between us for well over a year now has exploded into something much worse. I didn’t need for him to provide confirmation in the form of naked pictures of some bitch in my room, on my bed, in my clothes, while I was at work no less…

And now, that one issue is causing all kinds of problems. How do you fix something like that? Can you honestly say you love someone when you are doing something like that behind that person’s back…hiding it? And he won’t talk to me about it…acts like it didn’t happen…or like it doesn’t matter…

And all these women calling all the time…and he acts like I have no right to wonder about it…actually, I’m just starting to get it…I guess I don’t…I guess that and everything else he hides from me ARE NOT my business. Why? Because I am still on the outside looking in…where I have been since I initially tried to get back with him almost 3 years ago. I guess it’s where I’ll always be…

Later.

July 11, 2006 Posted by | ...it just doesn't fit... | Leave a comment

We begin…


again…I have tried to do this blog thing quite a few times… I think I lacked the enthusiasm necessary to keep it going before now. Not to mention that when I was trying to build my newsletter and website, I just couldn’t make the time to post to my blog the way I really wanted to.

Now that the circumstances have changed with regard to my never-ending webmaster duties…the site will be back…it is just in limbo right now…I find that I will be able to really focus on getting a decent blog going!

See…the thing is…I have alot of knowledge…alot of very unique insight…and it has become very important to me that I am able to pass at least some of it on…my way of giving from what I have been given…to help another,
from my heart and without charge.

Let’s face it…there is alot of woe in this world…all around us…people get overwhelmed…many have nowhere to turn…no one to just talk to that is capable of giving sound advice along with a caring, listening ear.

I am college educated…I worked as a correctional officer for years…took the required psyche classes and then some…obtained a degree in Business and in Criminal Sciences…and equally as important, I have lived alot in these 45 years. Seen alot…heard alot…cried alot…learned some very hard lessons along the way…it is true that what doesn’t kill us makes us stronger.

In my next post, I will start to lay out the way I intend to bring this blog to life. I can’t do it alone though…I will need the participation of all of our subscribers and visitors…active participation!!

I am kind of excited about this beginning…it feels so right for me to do at this moment in my life…and it makes me feel a sense of contentment to know that if I can help someone else with the things that I have learned…then,
I won’t have gone through all of that for my whole life in vain…

June 29, 2006 Posted by | Just Posts | Leave a comment